Happiness is subjective.Its not always that if we smile,we are happy.Sometimes happiness is the stimulus to the perimeter around us.
Well...well....I really sound like a lost wanderer.Never mind,taking to writing after so long...just letting emotions and imaginations..and words run wild to get a hang of it..Thats why surprisingly three posts in a succession.
When life takes a beat or when I am lost...correct...lost in translation..of my thoughts to my actions,I really find it difficult to connect back to my existence.Would have loved to hear from others how they go about it.
I sometimes then let my mind wander to think of Howard Roark..that guy was brought down by every force around him..but he did rose back at the end..cause he had optimism and objectivism...and Dominique !!!
Sometimes inspirations from any corner can light up the path ahead..isnt it??

The night swept in,
Silence that came along played
On the tides of the darknes

The night swept in,
Creatures of twilight
Crept out of their corners

The night swept in,
Wanderers of day lost in translation
Searched their way back to home

The night swept in,
With promises that a new day beckons
On the other end of the horizon!!!

Love Cycle

Came across this in the web...

Back in the woods

Should old acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne!

My last post was way back in Dec,2009...A whole lifetime has passed since then. I have changed,my life,loves,aspirations,dreams....i guess almost everything.Hard to believe but its somwhat true.
Writing has always been a passion for me.Once upon a time used to be known for that....now words betray me.But something happened yesterday.A very old but close friend came back in my life.Was chatting with her and came to know she had lost her husband of two years tragically couple of months back.A young girl cheated of happiness by fate.As per my norms,she should hv been torn apart and lost in life.But i was surprised to see her optism towards life..a hope to recreate her life,her career,to get back to studies.And then after so many years heard someone say what happened to your writing...ur stories...we girls still remember and miss them...they used to make us happy.
That shook me back to reality...should all be always lost...y cant i atleast make a starting....i too owe something to myself,to this life..
So sat today,edited my blog...and here I am.
Have been thinking for long to make the blog thematic...but will do that on a seperate address :) This was my first and it will be always about my personal reflections.

Images of desert

Been to Thar desert on a recent trip...Away from the noise of the city,still more away from the urbanisation..the virging beauty of desert unfolds.The songs of the gypsy ladies floating in the air,the slow swaying camels..and the changing colours of the sand with the setting sun...a world worth visting!!!

Thats me....enjoying Indian travels after a year...that one was taken in Mysore at a recent visit with my cousins.
Its been quite a learning change over the last four months since coming back from US of A.Not much of re-adjusting change as the theory says..but just observing how different is our country from theirs or vice-versa..the pluses & minuses on both the sides.
What is remarkable of coming back to your own country is the feel of being home..The familiar sounds,sights,smells..One cribbing about the traffic,roads,pollution,carelesssness in living every day life...but after a year when I came back, I loved all of those..cause it instantly makes you relate to where you come from.You are living the life of a first-hand person in your own motherland..where your identity is not certified because of an alien visa.
Living in US for a year was revelation..and New York was a dream come true.Within couple of weeks of going I became a part of the mad rush of the everyday life there..the colourful city and the world's No1 superpower...I stayed there in that year which will go as a very important year in the history of that nation.
Saw the start of the recession,felt the economic turmoil that brought the mighty State on its knees,saw the election of Obama..a truly significant year.

Lots more on this later...wanna post this now.Have been putting it on hold for two days...

Erratic note

Had a tiring day..1st day at Gym...finally managed to get there.
How difficult it becomes to give time for ourselves in a busy work life...but its very essential in modern world..Excercise keeps both the mind and body healthy,truly.
Was just wondering when the markets and employment trend will get better..People around are getting frustrated...especially the group which is in the initial stages of the career..cause there are no better opportunities,no hikes...nothing to look forward to..Only a hope that we'll soon see better times.
Its the starting of the Festival season in the country.Ganesh Chaturathi,Ramzan,soon Dassera...but somehow the festivities look so calm and less noisier than normal.
Hope things turn out better soon...
Its a very erratic post today...but wanted to write..will get better soon..

Am back…

Thats it….Enough of laziness….reprimanded myself for just thinking, thinking but not being regular enough to blog…But now no excuses…some disciplines should be maintained;);)
C’mon Mr Big B and Shobha De…being so busy….can keep up regularly such a discipline…so y not me…who has so much of free time on hand…
Hmmmm….4 months since coming back to India…finally settled down…both at work and home…managed to have some short travelling trips also in btw…spent lovely time with family, relatives and friends.But now need to select the next goal to move onto…days in life just running by fast…and still have to achieve so much…
More on this space soon….love to be back here!!!!!!!!!