Sunday, December 27, 2009

Images of desert









































































Been to Thar desert on a recent trip...Away from the noise of the city,still more away from the urbanisation..the virging beauty of desert unfolds.The songs of the gypsy ladies floating in the air,the slow swaying camels..and the changing colours of the sand with the setting sun...a world worth visting!!!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009


Thats me....enjoying Indian travels after a year...that one was taken in Mysore at a recent visit with my cousins.
Its been quite a learning change over the last four months since coming back from US of A.Not much of re-adjusting change as the theory says..but just observing how different is our country from theirs or vice-versa..the pluses & minuses on both the sides.
What is remarkable of coming back to your own country is the feel of being home..The familiar sounds,sights,smells..One cribbing about the traffic,roads,pollution,carelesssness in living every day life...but after a year when I came back, I loved all of those..cause it instantly makes you relate to where you come from.You are living the life of a first-hand person in your own motherland..where your identity is not certified because of an alien visa.
Living in US for a year was revelation..and New York was a dream come true.Within couple of weeks of going I became a part of the mad rush of the everyday life there..the colourful city and the world's No1 superpower...I stayed there in that year which will go as a very important year in the history of that nation.
Saw the start of the recession,felt the economic turmoil that brought the mighty State on its knees,saw the election of Obama..a truly significant year.

Lots more on this later...wanna post this now.Have been putting it on hold for two days...

Erratic note

Had a tiring day..1st day at Gym...finally managed to get there.
How difficult it becomes to give time for ourselves in a busy work life...but its very essential in modern world..Excercise keeps both the mind and body healthy,truly.
Was just wondering when the markets and employment trend will get better..People around are getting frustrated...especially the group which is in the initial stages of the career..cause there are no better opportunities,no hikes...nothing to look forward to..Only a hope that we'll soon see better times.
Its the starting of the Festival season in the country.Ganesh Chaturathi,Ramzan,soon Dassera...but somehow the festivities look so calm and less noisier than normal.
Hope things turn out better soon...
Its a very erratic post today...but wanted to write..will get better soon..

Friday, August 21, 2009

Am back…

Thats it….Enough of laziness….reprimanded myself for just thinking, thinking but not being regular enough to blog…But now no excuses…some disciplines should be maintained;);)
C’mon Mr Big B and Shobha De…being so busy….can keep up regularly such a discipline…so y not me…who has so much of free time on hand…
Hmmmm….4 months since coming back to India…finally settled down…both at work and home…managed to have some short travelling trips also in btw…spent lovely time with family, relatives and friends.But now need to select the next goal to move onto…days in life just running by fast…and still have to achieve so much…
More on this space soon….love to be back here!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Blogging thought!!!

Certain things in the Blogworld amazes me...I accept primarily because I am still new to the medium...and also have not been able to be regular on this front.
But some of the things that awes me -

1>If the statistics are true and if so many people are actually blogging,why do you I have so less visitors:):)
2>Why is that whoever and whichever blog I have visited have scores of Followers and visitors (even though some of them have been just everyday scraps!!!)

The answer I am searching for this are there any specific equations that work in the Blogworlld or like most of the unexplained rules in nature,this is just a Figment of my Imagination that I am the only solitary visitor to my Blog...

Oh ya,by the way I have decided now that I am going to be more regular on this medium...lets see how the Resolution works...

ciaooo for now.....

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

A thought to destiny...

Was thinking of some strands which tie the life- from one end to the other..how they again entwine to each other..and some times we succeed to untie those naughts and sometimes we fail...
Oh ya, one thing more comes...does Failure or Success actually lie in our hands or Destiny has some hands in it?
My reaching Bangalore...was it destiny or the reason of my failures...well,as I think Destiny had a hand in giving the failure to reach certain point...
Puri is one of my favourite holiday destination..for most of the Bengalis since ages...Its "Goa" for us...its the safest and the most favourite bet for a Family vacation...I have also been there many times and have always loved the vacations there...still long for them...
It is where I first fell in love with the Sea...the waves...the sounds of waves breakin in the silence of a full-moon night...
Puri reminds me of the carefree holidays spent in childhood there...
See how I got lost in some other topic...haan so was I saying in Puri I first noticed as a kid that when waves break on the shores and retreat they take back all that is there on the shore...they wipe away their own remains....they wash away the footprints that we make...
I was really amused when I saw and understood the phenomenon the first time...Over the years it is a feeling that has remained with me...and I always love the sea...and how it wipes away what is there on the shore...it encompasses and takes everything in itself...as in washing away someon else's sins...
I have made mistakes, some blunders...have been also cheated,hurt....some due to my ignorance,stuborness,stupidy...some because of other people...
But as my closest friend says - For me the life is a new slate now...its clean...now what I will fill be beautiful and correct...and this time no one else will have a hand in it...Mom says the same too....
I have always heard,there is a point in life in which it completes a full circle..and thats the beauty of it...remember Ashima's character in The Namesake...how it traverses different time phase before she completes a full life circle...somewhere I guess in real life also we attain that...and that point is the destination that destiny takes us to...
And till then we all are Vagabonds in our own way...walking,tumbling,searching..that which we have come to this world for...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Just bloggin....

What to write??? I wonder where does a person start from when they are writing a blog -about everyday mundane activities, about family and friends,breaking news,world discussions,current trends etc etc.I get lost in my thoughts everytime I log in to this sphere ..see last week the topic on my mind was Twittering & "Luck by Chance",then it was my heartbreaks,then it was certain movies & books...then about the blog fight and debate in the some of the Indian celebrities' blogs I follow...its an ever-ending list...
But finally decided,is just 2 months more before I leave this city and go back home...so what better than to collate the images I have in mind,to collaborate the thoughts I have of this new country I lived in and saw and the observations I made of this city and the expressions I sent in letters(e-mails!!!)to my parents...before they fade,to share them.But will do that from the next post..
Was to put up this post yesterday...but just couldnt finish it..Finally I am also satisfied with the look of the blog...New in the medium,so still learning the technical aspects of it...
Have been reading through some interesting poetry recently...and came across this verse..felt like sharing it in this space.
"Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow--
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream"
-by Edgar Allan Poe.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

The Fountainhead

"Man cannot survive except through his mind. He comes on this earth unarmed. His brain is his only weapon. Animals obtain food by force. Man has no claws, no fangs, no horns, no great strength of muscle. He must plant his food or hunt it. To plant, he needs a process of thought. To hunt, he needs weapons, and to make weapons -- a process of thought. From this simplest necessity to the highest religious abstraction, from the wheel to the skyscraper, everything we are and everything we have comes from a single attribute of man -- the function of his reasoning mind."
-: Quote Howard Roark from Ayn Rand's The Fountainhead
I had finished my High School board exams when Mom gave me this book and said have you read this..if not you should,its remarkable! Usually I would have heard of the famous books which I pick up to read...but somehow this has escaped me till that day.. And then began my "The Fountaihead" journey...slowly,gradually I too like hundreds of its readers got engulfed in the world of Howard Roark.
For a young girl at an impressionable age,The Fountainhead opens a world of ambition and rebel, a quest for independence and integrity. I do not have the count of how many times I have read the book but each time I have found something new..some new amgles to the characters.
Would not like to venture into the depths of the critcism of Idealism and Objectivism....but one thing I always feel that certain thoughts and idealogies which stand true over years and in changing times should be left beyond the realms of criticism. A novel in 1943 has as much potential to show light to the generations looking for guidance in the year 2009.
Coming to the three main characters whom I personally have loved and studied and found lots of similarities with people around me.
Dominique Francon - a vision of an independent girl,fierce in love and ideals and stubborness to do what you want to do.And the only woman for a man like Roark.
Gail Wynand - Rags to riches,ambitious,inspiring and powerful
Howard Roark - The protagonist, his principles and his one-dimensional idealogy stands him apart - the speech at the Courthouse of an individual's struggles in the world of second-handers.Roark awes you,inspires you,makes you fall in love with the integrity of human soul.
At the culmination of the story when Wynand understands the importance to hold on to your spirit and self and let not the world's ideals change is as relevant as in the story as in modern world.That was the protagonist's victory.It is all encompassed in the last conversation that Gail says to Roark,
"Build it as a monument to that spirit which is yours...and could have been mine."
Amidst the many controversies and criticism surrounding the ideals of Objectivism and the idealogies of The Fountainhead...the book has challenged,awed and thrilled all its readers.
And in the world which is full of Peter Keatings and Toohey's, Roarks do a world of difference.
This person in real world might not exist in totality but there are people with ideals who still do..I know of one!!!
And for the The Fountainhead,it is a story which inspires me each time I read it...a book I would recommend to each person I know,and who believes in himself!!!

Friday, January 30, 2009

Am back:):):)

I am back...well,well...I didnt disappear..actually was actively present in the Blogworld, but was doing more of reading,travelling,soul searching and THINKING. And did I mention the worldy routine of Office,projects and classes!!!
My each day is myriad world of thoughts..they are pieces of a Kaleidoscope..changing colours throughout the day...most of the times suprising myself even!
So always need to take a break in between to sort them out in different folders so that they do not mingle before I can put them in prints..
And the break of last two weeks I guess I have stacks of those folders now..
And for me it is a very right time now.To talk about my recent travelling,some new exciting movies and books I have come across,some new music I have been listening to..but ya music will have to wait,else now I'll be going on and on about the Thumris and ghazals I have been listening currently and I am too small a speck to talk about them..
Hmm...coming back to the Blogworld, I have been also reading about Twittering..It did impress me..but I feel I am more of the descriptive writing kinds,cant shorten my feelings and thoughts that much,so for now Blogging is a more inviting prospect.Want to experiment,exploit and exhaust myself more in this area..I have bigger goals but for now let me perfect myself in this first.
Had an exciting evening all by myself today..watched "Dirty Dancing" after ages..and just felt like was watching the movie for the first time and fell in love with it again..It always gives the same goosebumps each time you watch..and felt really sad for Patrick Swayze...God bless him and give him and his family the courage to face the difficult time and heal him fast!!!
Complimented the movie with a Ghirardelli dark chocolate & coke..I know..i know..lots of calories..but c'mon this week is "Pampering Myself"week..oh,didn't I explain what it is..ok.ok..I have been pampering myself doing stuff what I love to so that I can relax myself from the oh-so-grand-hectic-trip I had last week!!!
That means primarily(in the order)-
1)Watching movies
2)Listening my kinda music & some new genres of music(ones which I am not familiar to)
3)Reading,reading & lots of reading
4)Writing..for now its just the blog & diary
5)Sleeping
Coming back to my great evening,O then heard some great music too,downloaded some of my favourite songs to my Ipod,wished my parents on their 26th Anniversary(wish them all the love and joys of the life!!!)and writing now...phew!!! long list.....
Now I am sleepy..off to some new dreams...have to relax coz have some great stuff to write tomorrow...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz:):):)

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Pather Panchali - Song of the Road


I was in Class 8 when I had first read Bibhutibhushan Bandhopadhyay's "Song of the Road".A thick book! A translation! Back then I couldn't much read books in my Mother Tongue..But that translation was vivid enough to create the powerful images,powerful characters,the fraility of nineteenth-century poverty-stricken village in Bengal.One of the simplest and engaging story of all time.The pace,the characters,the narration so fluid..you are lost in the world of Durga & Apu.
I feel by the time a Bengali kid gains his senses,he knows of the two institutions- Rabindrabath Tagore & Satyajit Ray.We eat,drink,sleep,talk,argue their work.We are as passionate about them as we are of our Motherland.And with those gained senses the kid realises the masterwork "Pather Panchali".I remember my parents seeing it on the National Tv when I was a kid of 3-4 (i swear, i remember!!!) and the image that stayed with me was of the Sarbojaya's cottage in the storm and the rain dripping from the thatched roof...
And then till I watched it, I grew up on its stories,its achievements..how Ray made his first mark in the map of World Cinemas.I watched the movie first time in my Class X vaccations,and watched back to back the Trilogy- Apur sansar and Aparijito.
Though each one a class on its own,Pather Panchali is a magic.A story which though set in the rural Bengal had the power enough to touch chords with the audience worldwide. A movie made with enough struggles and financial crunches,its an image that any person who has seen it once can't forget.Like most of its audience,my favourite scene is the one in which Apu and Durga run in the fields of white Kash flowers when they see a train for the first time.A sad tale which never rests on its sadness and ends up on an hopeful note. It was the power of Ray's narration that spell bounded the world in its simplicity. Else for instance,how a person living in the riches of say,United States,feel for the frail characters in a rugged,rural,poverty-stricken Bengal..Its the beauty of Pather Panchali that it still remains a favourite with audience worldwide since 53 years of realease.
When I am having a day with my mood in an off-key there are certain images which rejuvenates me...Pather Panchali is one of those...
And as Sandip Ray,his son says of this landmark film,
"The film,as the name suggests,talks about the rhythm of life that turns victorious even in face of poverty,misery and death.Perhaps this is the reason the film has been able to stand the test of time."
And as the great Akira Kurosawa said of Ray's work,"To have not seen the films of Ray is to have lived in the world without ever having seen the moon and the sun."

Sunday, January 4, 2009

2009- the answer it can be!!!

A new year has walked in...nice feeling!!!What historic changes from 31st Dec to 4th Jan to lead to hyper-partying,fountains of champagne & wine,flow of food and wishes and gifts??? Categorically speaking,nothing!!! As a friend believes and refuses to get excited,(obviously unalike the hyper-me)saying that its just the start of the English Calendar.Maybe right...Each year after the extreme partying,I too feel the same...but in the jangling and jerking of the high nerves,and following the footsteps of family,friends and like,always leads to a non-existent 1st of Jan morning..(this year I made it better,I didn't sleep 31st night!!!)
But what the fading away 2008 left behind in its last days-
1)Israel's attack on Gaza strip..Its today 9 days to the war!!!(As always wait and watch!!!)
2)A fire in a nightclub at Bangkok left dead and injured in hundreds at the strike of midnight on 31st Dec.
3)Blasts in Assam on 31st.(Did it raise any brows???oh,we are used to it!!!)
4)India-Pakistan hostility grows.But the innocents who lost their lives or their dear ones still waits the reply and justice and an assurance that it won't happen again in the political crossfire!!!(Just wait and watch...)
5)Five senior members from various teams I know at my mighty Investment Bank got fired..the economic crunch continues!!!
Disturbing...frightening...frustrating...it is spreading its claws fast around the world....
2009 has to be a beginning somewhere..to be an answer to the year 2008...Can we stop the wars?Can the rockets stop hitting civilian apartments and killing 5 year olds playing on their apartment roof,unaware of the aggressive world?Can the Indian government stop worrying of the upcoming elections,saving their grace and world image..and commit their souls to the fear-stricken India that it wont happen again tomorrow,that again when the terrorists knock our doors,we are ready to chase them and not take a step back???Can we all work with the fear of not losing our jobs in the times of financial turmoil?

"I am the new year.I am the unspoiled page in your book of time.....
All that you sought and didn't find is hidden in me,waiting for you to search it
but with more determination..."(Bible Illustrator)